On this Sunday morning i receive a very unpleasant news..who likes to be woken up to hear bad news anyway! Life..is so fragile, like a glass that is easily broken into pieces. I could not do anything to help, so the only thing i could do is to pray to God. I always tell myself not to hate but to love more because life is to short for that. Why do we need to hate when we could love? We always need a reminder and now i got mine. I have been sad about somethings for a long time but now i finally could let it go..letting go of something or someone isn't easy, it may take years..and i am happy that i am finally letting go and not letting denial eating me up. Even if i miss those things so badly, its just going to be a part of my life that i could look back at and smile :) 

I don't only have bad news in my life, i have a lot of good news as well! I am starting a new chapter in life to follow my passion but i know sometimes i could easily lose it! But after the baking test i had i realize my dreams are still there even if i did not pass my theory test because it was in Chinese and i do not read or write Chinese even if i am Chinese hahaha!i learned 548 questions in 3 days and i am proud of myself because i got a 50 and the passing marks was 60! I am still not giving up! I am going to keep learning and have a retest! I am also so blessed seeing my friends getting married and have babies! I know i know it is about time for me to be at that stage but no its not my time yet :) i have much more i have not accomplish! Let me find my dreams first that i am ready to settle down with the only one i love, God always have a plan for us, so never doubt in God, He is always looking out for us. 

Have a pleasant day :)